stretched across my shame
all the torment and the pain
leaked thru and colored me
id do anything to have her to myself
just to have her for myself
now i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do
when she makes me sad
she is everything to me
the unrequited dream
the song that no one sings
the unattainable
she's a myth that i have to beleive in
all i need to make it real is one more reason
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do
when she makes me sad
but i wont let this build this inside me
i wont let this build up inside me
i wont let this build up inside me
i wont let this build up inside me
a catch in my throat
choke
torn into pieces
i wont
no
i dont want to be this
but i wont let this build up inside me
i wont let this build up inside me
i wont let this build up inside me
i wont let this build up inside me
(i wont let this build up inside me)
(wont let this build up inside me)
she isnt real
i cant make her real
she isnt real
i cant make her real