The self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochist to which I cater
You don't need to bother
I don't need to breathe
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I'm done
I won't let go till it bleeds
I wish I was
Too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open seasoned
For this I gave up trying
One good time deserves my dying
I wish I died Instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with it's memories
Dire is left with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I'm gone
I'll never live down my disease
