In the middle of nowhere, on the bottom of mind, there am I, feeling so weird, somekind of sad...
Who the heck am I? Who are you people? Who are you to tell me who am I? Are you even worth my time? Am I even worth your words?
Losing myself against eternity, gaining immortality for the moment I die...
Lost in the forest called "life"... "Walk with me my little child(...)"*.
Gone and never turning back... I need to face the forest before me to be able to get back. Other way it''ll be meaningless...
"And I hear this calling"** from the inside of me, from every angle I turn on.
Gone for some time, sick of everything, ill and chained to bed...
I won''t respond to any call, gone for some time...
Damn, I don''t want to die... But don''t want to live either... And what can I do?
I''m so afraid... There are to many too beautiful things. They are like dream to me... But they may also be a fake! Damn it...
Terrified of everything... I''m sick of myself and this world...
"Walk with me my little child(...)"* - SOAD - Forest
"And I hear this calling"** - All that remains - This calling
My dearest darling and only love, my beauty, only one. My lovely little girl... Eveline... I love you so much! I was, I am and I will...
You''re person I''ll do everything for...
Don''t tell word about my english, I know that it''s rly bad... Anyway - whatsoever?
