Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain all alone
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave
I would
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
There would never be a past
Just washing it aside
All the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It's easier to run
Replacing the pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
