but at least it's your hands on my throat.
Your lashes brush against my cheek, coupled
with your breath on my neck. The world around
you falls away and I will still be there I
know my words are like daggers but they cut
me too...oh. . And I am sorry for all the fucked
up things I say I didn't mean it. And I never
realized that I can be what I hate. Lets be
happy with what we have' enjoy the beauty in
these days. Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes
we'll scream no one said caring was easy. I
know there was a time when emotions felt like
pulling teeth. Sometimes I felt so soulless
I couldn't eve look at me It's pathetic to
hate who you are and it feels like hell to
change. But Ill be damned if I push you
away. I remember when my dreams were dying
and I damned, I damned the sun to pieces. I
carved hateful thoughts into my chest and
then you took my hand
and nothing has ever felt the same
